“Thank u 妹妹 for the gift! As a mom (maybe not perfect one) all I want is the best of u with happiness. U know well things not always going smooth and that we push u a lot, but what is most important is u always have our support whenever u need it! Your happiness is the biggest reward for me as a mom. Love u! Also u are super independent and we are proud of u but u don’t have to be all the time. U can rely on us sometimes u need it. Ok?”

My mom’s looong text to me for mother’s day. Funny that she’s the one encouraging me when it should be the other way around but she always seems to know when I’m struggling or I need something to help me through. & she’ll never see this post but I love her more than she knows! Happy Mother’s Day!

 

"I contemplate suicide almost every day, just as I’ve done on and off since fifth grade, with months or even years of calm here and there. Only briefly in late high school and early college did I ever fear I would act on my thoughts. They became too vivid and frequent and powerful, and I didn’t know if I was strong enough to resist them. I’ve never made a plan and I’ve never allowed myself to write a note. That would make my thoughts too real. Also, when I really wanted to write such a note, I figured my last words would be an embarrassing attempt at being profound. Even in contemplating suicide, I doubt my own abilities."

http://www.northbynorthwestern.com/story/speaking-up-about-a-suicide-attempt/

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Lucius | Until We Get There

This is punny. 

"You can do this."

I don’t know why I needed to hear it from her but my older sister always finds a way to make me feel like I can conquer anything. :)  

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two midterms and a paper. leggo…?

but seriously, hot cheetos are really helpful in keeping you awake at 4am.  

no sleep, head hurts, breaking out all over mah face and everywhere, i have cray cray dark circles, and i look like absolute death. 

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